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I'm Craving WaterMeLon PoP RoCKs !!!

MmmMMmm Good Shit Yo!

What do YOU crave???

Hey everyone, this Christmas had a different feeling than all my other xmas's...  I have a career so it seemed I didn't have much time at all to go xmas shopping, and actually i didn't even bother fighting the crowds on the weekends or after work.  I did some stuff online and between and around my work lunches.  I did that, and i felt like everyone really liked the gifts i got them even tho i spent more time shopping in my head and less time actually shopping around.  it was nice.  Online shopping is the way to go tho...next year i recommend everyone to do everything online and see how much time and money you save...

This year we opened our presents at 1 a.m. which was basically xmas eve, but only cuz we didn't have time as a family on xmas day cuz of parties and church stuff...  I got some cash, a 1.3 megapixel webcam, an AE vest, a video game, and a starbucks gift card...yummi.. hehe

Well here's some pix of my fam and me.. enjoy!

Boog, Joe, Mom, Dad, Moy, Me, and Elvis

My mom - Moy and Elvis

Older bro Joe - Younger bro Boog (Steve)

Boog, Elvis, and Moy - My Dad

So yeah..once again i can't post fast enough to catch up with my life...  i've been sick for 3 days now...im all hopped up on dayquil and nyquil...im always tired and i cant function at 100%...

this entry is dedicated to snowboardin at Devil's head 2 weekends ago...rockin time...i love it when it snows while we board.

mountain killers

Squaters

Snowboard Trek

(Danielle & i)    (Tom & i)

Anthony and Liezl

(Tom at his "Snowboard" funeral, LoL)  (me!)

(My Baby)  (medium slope)

So a week ago I went to the Bulls vs. Lakers game at the United Center.  I had 2 tickets and Pat had 4 tickets, which weren't next to each other but close enough in proximity.. Fatima and Pat (who came hella late)  met me up at my place and i drove down thru all that Friday traffic to get to the game... we missed the introductions and most of the 1st quarter..but its all good... Cuz at halftime they inducted Scottie Pippen as one of the 50 greatest NBA players of all time, and retired his jersey in the UC rafters next to other great Bulls players.  i got a little teary eyed and choked up during the whole ceremony..i mean who didn't right?  Pip was always my favorite Bull growing up, so it was a great to see him get honored.  i love goin to Bulls games, they always have so many more fun activites and stuff for the fans... its nice.. ya kno?

Well after the game our whole group hit up a Korean bbq restaurant...eventually..cuz our car got lost...oh well.. it was fun night   much enjoyed!  Thanks faTTy for accompanying me and thanks Pat for making us miss the starting lineup, the National Anthem and the 1st quarter... LoL...  here's some pics for you entertainment:

the United Center

me & faTTy

Rich, akimi, pat & faTTy

stay TuneD, more to come!

We also went to the State street Christmas tree and they had a little
festival going...we did a little shopping and walkin around...ice
skating at Millenium Park was a long wait..so we juss took pictures by
the rink hehehe..it was funn...and what made it more fun was that it
was SNOWing!!! Yay for snow, i love flowsnakes! haha k' enjoy...

And then the next day, i took sherry ice skating since we didn't get
our chance the previous nite...and then Lou and i made her miss her
flight back to Dallas to eat and drink at Hooters with us and her
sister Linda..heheh

Don't FaLL !!!

We look like midget people! oh wait...hahaha

Us drinking Goose Island 312 beers at HooTers!  We got Krunk at hOOTers!!! hahaha'

sorry Xanga dude,




you've been neglected by me.  I haven't made an entry in awhile but its
due to a few factors... i've been busy, i've been tired, and i've been
lazy...hehe.  Well a lot has changed i would have to say in the last few
weeks.  I guess i'm changing and life is looking up again.  i've got
several entries to enter, but i suppose i'll do it chronologically..so expect
an entry for everyday here after for most of the week hehe. k'




So two weekends ago, my friend Sherry came to visit from Dallas...she
moved there over a year ago and visited some of her old friends back
here in Chicago.  We took her on the "crunk train" as she calls it
hehehe... Thursday night we went to Soundbar, Friday we hit up the
BUZZ, and then on Saturday we started at the Cellar and then ended up
at Zentra...  Sherry, Cheryl and i all ended up throwing up at
least once that weekend...  i mean we drank quite a bit
everynite...our drink of choice for that weekend was a "Royal
Fuck."  Sherry's fav drink hehe...Crown Royale chased by some
pineapple juice..mmmm, i think i took about 10-12 shots at Soundbar and
I'm usually only able to take 4 at the most, hahhaha...so you know i
was gone that night hehe..  The whole weekend was fun, but this
entry is dedicated to the "2005 Crunk Train" crew!!!   Here's some pics from the Crunk train...

The BUZZ

The Cellar and Zentra

2005
was not turning out to be a good year for me...a lot of drama and heart
ache/love lost...but this weekend turned it all around...most funnest
weekend i've had in a long long time...

(that's my friend cheryl on the toilet by the way, hahaha..OWNED!)

I don't know why I'm compelled to post this thread, more so
just to get it off my chest in my own personal problems, but perhaps because I
see so many people and have heard so many stories of trying again, moving on,
but still people coming back here, day after day, and still struggling...

I too was one of those people, just weeks ago, I would
have jumped at the chance to have contact from my ex. I would have put forth
every effort in my body and heart to work something out... I dreamed still of
the future. I missed her, I loved her.. In our own minds, we forgive them for
the hurt... The broken promises, the lies, the deceit.. The failed relationship
we forgive, we take unneeded blame on ourselves. We in all actuality, put them
on a pedestal.. And we forget that we place them so high, and put ourselves so
low, that we are indeed, still out of reach of them.

We all go through the emotions. Hurt, feeling lost.. Wanting
them back.. It leads to anger, hate, dwelling on the bad… We start feeling
good, and then we remember the good times. We hurt ourselves. Our ex's are
staying away, and if they aren't they are simply helping us hurt ourselves...

Like my title says... "When the juice is not worth the
squeeze, move on."

The juice has gone sour. It's been sour, we were just too
busy, too involved to notice the sour tastes we have had in our mouths...

Our ex's are simply that. Ex. Past. Old. We will never have
our girlfriend/boyfriends back... They are the old person. The post break up is
the new person...

What is needed to do is look at the new person. The way they
act, the things they say, the things they do. The little things. Look at them
through a different perspective, not a jaded one, that we have from our past...

We all live with the hope of a second chance. Most of us at
least... For whatever reasons being... We also forget that, while you can dismiss
ones actions outside of the relationship, you can't discount how they will
affect the second chance relationship.

Sure in some cases it will work out, but don’t find yourself
fighting for so long, avoiding the real reason of it all, only to find out in
the end it wasn't worth it...

In my personal view of this, and how I feel.  I'm over my ex. It's been almost 5 months,
almost, since we broke up from a 2.5 year relationship. I'm done with her. I do
not, and will not want her back, anytime soon. Now, whatever she's done outside
of our relationship, while broken up, I really don't care about, however,
dragging me into her mess, did make me care about it.. I wanted to give her the
space, but she lead me on. She drug me around. I followed, and I found out more
than I ever wanted to know.

Now, at this point in my life.  I've felt like I've wasted some of my time. I shed tears she
wasn't really worth. I've lost sleep, and chances with other women, because of
her... Her juice, after having our talk, is not worth my squeeze. She's not
worth it to me... I love her, yes. I miss her from time to time, yes. But the
problems, mainly from the person she has become, overshadow the past, and all...

Look at who
your ex's are. Pine over them. Miss them, Love
them, but they are no longer what you remember them as. I assure you of
this... Don't prolong hurting yourself, because you don't want to
believe what other
people say. I did the same thing. I've seen it done. I was too stubborn
in the
name of love, to give up, and I ended up hitting my head on the wall
enough,
that I woke up.

I had a very good friend who I was talking to this about,
and he said this...

"You'll find that the juice worth squeezing, is the
juice you shouldn't have to squeeze at all."

It's perfect actually... We all deserve better. We may or
may not do better than our ex's, but get this. Our ex's are gone. While they
might be the same a little, and physically close to the same, they are not the
person we fell in love with once upon a time...

Stop the hurt people, just write it all down, soak it
up like a sponge, and better yourself for the surprise.